Catch me if I fall

2009-02-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

YOYO! finally blog after trillion zillion years!

school is so unpredictable these days.
1. I fail my english ... yeah, i know it is some old news but then.
2. I start understanging emaths&amaths.
3. I am still stuck at chemistry and bio.
4. i suck at sbq. i have seriously no idea what they are trying to convey.
5. pure geo is seriously boring. but then again much easier to understand
6. I want to watch <Valkyrie> with the history students! but then again cca.
7. i think i should quit it.
8. DBSK is love.
9. esp. XIAH JUNSU.
10. happy belated birthday Max Changmin! (18/02/09)

2009-02-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

My life is crumbling down with school and cca.
I don't have a freaking day off, for godsake. EVERY SINGLE day I have to stay back until 3pm++.

Monday - 15:15
Tuesday - supposed to end 13:45 but got SNCO traing until 15:00
Wednesday - supposed to end at 13;45 but got first aid duties
Thursday - supposed to end at 14;45 but got english enrichment until 17;0o
Friday - supposed to end ar 12;15 but cca end at 18;0o

In conclusion, my life sucks.

and there's freaking problems with the teachers, okay!

They think we, students, only take up only their subject and pile us with homeworks. Like hello, if 2 hw of 1 subject multiply by 8 subjects = 16 hw!! it is like plain crazy. and it hadnt add the no. of questions inside the hw. it is either the teacher that their maths failed since primary school, or they just want to torture us.

2009-01-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

KOREAN GUYS ARE HOT ♥

HAHA. This is so random.
Big Bang's TOP and DBSK' Xiah Junsu are ♥
Rulin, MaxChangmin is not as hot as Xiah. I will find one photo that i saw sometime ago and show you :D

2009-01-17T17:09:00.002+08:00

Damn life.
I AM VERY SICK. SICK & TIRED OF SCHOOL. AND CCA.

School - Everyday came home late about 4plus. On cca days 7plus. And the never ending tests and homeworks. And the teachers, And THE FREAKING SCIENCE AND MATHS THAT IS DRIVING ME NUTS. I should have taken sub-s. I should have gone to the second class so as not to see that teacher. and going crazy by trying to cope double science. I SHOULD HAVE NOT TAKEN ANY ADVICE BY ANYONE. I SHOULD HAVE LISTEN TO TAKE SUB-S.

Luckily, humanities was pretty okay. Love History Elective. because of it is pretty to understand and comprehend. Read the whole textbook except for the WW2 parts as t getting boring because of the leader's ambitious wishes. and tryings to conquer and killings, are making me sick. Anyway by the end of the book it is all happy ending, i think. The whole conclusion, we love peace.

2009-01-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

THIS BLOG IS DEAD!!

2009-01-14T18:45:00.002+08:00

Today is like super tired.

It wasn't a long day at school but I was like so cold (during chem because of the air-con) and having a stomachache(during chinese - maybe because of the milk I drank ystd night) Anyway, changed seats. The arrangement is done by FT. It is a boy-girl arrangement. I sat with M. =.= I was like "What?!" when I heard that. Maybe it won't be that bad luh. I am trying to be optismistic. haha.

Then, did a test on how you learn. Mine was audio-something. haha. Couldn't remember well, anyway it is just that i learn things by listening. Quite true by the way, when I memorise stuff I have to say it out loud a few things before the info went into my brains. I have to read out the question before the question is processed into my brains. So i guess it is quite accurate.

Then, did the target setting. We are supposed to set target grade for the subjects taken and your L1R5 and desired JC/Poly and the cut off point of the JC/Poly.

Desired JC?Poly : TP - Business - Accounting & Finance
L1R5/ L1B4 : 10/ 8
respectively.
Cut iff point : 12 (2008
version)

EL
: B3 (Actually I was hoping to get a Distinction - A2)
MT
: A1 ( I must do well for Chinese!!!)
E.maths : A1 ( Confirm must)
Amaths : A2
Chemistry : A2 ( I will pray to god)
Biology : A1 (Hopefully, If not
A2)
C. Humans: A1 (Confirm must)
Pure Geog : A1 (Confirm must)

L1R5 = 8
L1B4 = 8

Reasons why I didnt choose JC.:
a. there is limited good jcs in the east, either they are too good or they are just so far away.
b. I WANT TO GO POLY.
c. I am sick of theories . and theories.
d. You can go uni eventhough you go poly. the years of jc+uni = poly+uni ( going poly, you get to skip one year of uni, if i am not wrong.)
e. I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO JC. period.

My personalit test result:
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

2009-01-10T11:24:00.001+08:00

I seriously think this blog is going to be dead sometime in mid2009. R.I.P. thescapedream.bs.com. My poor blogs. They are like dead or slowly rotting away in dusts. I have like five or six of them since p6 and now i left 2 - this one and another private blog, where nobody read (and havent been updating that too since 2008 June {!!}).

Anyway I am so freaking busy with SCHOOL and CCA. damn you two. I need my supply of oxygen aka kdramas, please. (!!!) I missed two eps. of Boys Over Flowers and We Got Married leh.(!!!) Where do I freaking find 6 HOURS to watch them? (!!!)

2009-01-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

Didnt update for quite a while because of school stuff. It is just the beginning of the first week and school is become so hectic with ccas, homeworks, and staybacks for lesson until 3plus, going 4pm.

AND trying to work towards my 2009 resolutions. Trying very hard, but unsuccessfully. I made this damn promise that I must complete at least 60% of my goals this years, instead of the pathetic 20% I did last year. Fighting~!

Anyway, school is okay. Just the same stuff repeating itself again and again. esp. the dm. Okay, I promise not to rant about her anymore, but whatever.

Meet almost all the teachers. Quite okay I guess. Most of them la.

FT/Chemistry/CME - Ms C S (2008's science teacher)

SS/ History - Captain my captain aka Mr Tan (2008's history teacher for 1/2 yrs, one of the teachers I really can joke/talk to so far.)

Emaths - Ms Lam (2008's FT)

Amaths - Mr Yip (no relation at all)

Pure Geo - Mdm H. (2007's geo teacher - I can't believe the principal is setting A1 - A2 for pure geo olevel as a goal for the first batch of pure geo-ians!)

Biology - Mr Leonard (2008's PE teacher - Still not very used to a PE teacher teaching BIO!!)

English -Mrs Mah (no relation - but I think she will be a very good english teacher)

Chinese -Mr Yao (2008's chinese teacher)

2009-01-02T21:33:00.003+08:00

3A'2009 ROCKS.

LOL. Anyway this year start really well for me especially in school excapt for cca. well, whatever. I do not have the "first time in a whole new environment" feeling because almost 90% of 3A is from 2A'2008!! Extremely loved the feeling of being back at school, talking and joking with friends. Gifford is damn funny can. He made all those funny comments everytime DM says something, Make me laugh like crazy.

2008-12-31T21:11:00.004+08:00

Trying to commit myself in cca and studies next year. But the ccomputer is so tempting. (!!!) Now watching [[Nodame Cantabile]] A japanese drama. Still has5 more episodes to go before the start of school. Fighting~!

Greetings

2008-12-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hello! Merry the-oh-so-late Christmas and a happy new year!

Finally finsihed my FOUR NEWSPAPER REVIEWS for godsake when. Anyway, shall be starting the next 3 erp tasks soon after realising that I will not have much time for myself next year. (!!!)

Any way yesterday went to camp. It was quite okay i guess, learn a lot of new things like shouting commands, which i suck at =.= Anyway spent most of the day preparing for the cca fair on 9 Jan.

Personalities

2008-12-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

From Xiaoshi's blog

Rules --> Pick your birth month.
→ Change the font to red for anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your blog, livejournal, xanga, wordpress, blogger.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

JANUARY

Stubborn and hard-hearted.(!!!) Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

IN RED - False, at least I don't think it is.
IN PURPLE - True, but does not apply to me fully.
IN BOLD - True. I believe I am the way I am.
IN GREY - It is for you to judge.

2008-12-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

I am back from the 6 hours of cca, if you start counting from yesterday. Anyway, I was so damn pissed off with the early timing as I was so in the holiday mood. Screwed up the whole training for the two days until my brain finally starts working at the afternoon, when it is almost going to end of the training(!!!)

Didn't feel like going to 2D1N SNCO camp on the 29th and 30th. (!!!) Felt even worse when was told that on the first day of school, had to stay back for the cca fair parade rehersal(!!!) What's wrong with the world today (!!!)

Rambles

2008-12-13T18:42:00.002+08:00

I officially delcare that ..
I lost my connections to Taiwan. (!!!)

Congrats. I don't know what the latest taiwanese dramas, albums, etc.
Now, I am trying to use my USB cable(!!!) to connect to Korea. LOL. Kidding.

K-POP

2008-12-12T09:53:00.010+08:00

HELLO!

Went MIA for two weeks?! Okay, I guess I am pretty lazy then. LOL. Didn't went online, blog and blah blah the list goes on. But I still check my email every now and then.

Holidays seriously sucks. It is so boring. I rather have school except the fact that I have to go cca.

Anyway, I am now so into korean stuff. HAHA. I didnt watch tawianese dramas and variety shows for a long time. AND AND koreans guys are so much cuter + hotter than taiwanese guys. for example, KYU JONG from SS501(above left).

I keep wishing that I knew korean because most of the videos esp. korean variety shows do not have english subtitles.(!!!) I tried reading it on chinese subs but got fedup because the subs are too small, and when the font is small and the chinese character has too many lines or whatever it is called, makes it EXTREMELY DIFFICULT to read. (!!!) And the worst part is I can't read the chinese character(traditional chinese, not simplified chinese)

Btw, any kind souls can tell me websites that has korean variety shows + english subtitles. LOL. Thankyou.

On a side note, I still havent given up on BBT and XY yet, it just that they appear too little on tv. One year and still counting.

2008-11-27T15:55:00.004+08:00

Dear Stranger,

Hey, I don't even care whether you are reading this or not.
Let me get you clear about a few things -

#1: I get what I have now is through my own efforts, not yours. Stop acting like I did well, it is BECAUSE OF YOU. I studied on my own and it is just that you are too blind to see it.

#2: Sorry to disappoint you, I don't need your help, I am jolly able to do well on my own. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

#3: And I don't need you to keep minding my business and taking over my life. I know how to live my own life.

#4: Please act like your own age, and stop telling others to do so when you don't.

#5: Please stop calling other people stupid, when you aren't that bright either.

#6: Please go back to preschool, and start learning how to count!

#7: Please do some soul searching. And please stop contradicting yourself, it will make you look dumb.

-------

I feel so good. :D

Soul searching

2008-11-26T11:35:00.008+08:00

yeap, the title says it all. I am trying to do some reflection about this year since it is going to an end anyway soon. Might as well do some soul searching, huh?

Year 2008 is a !@#$ year.

Mainly because, I lost my phone and got really pissed off by the damn cca. And and the stupid science marks that got me worried for weeks. And of course, that and that person.

And my addiction towards the computer, mainly due to the fact that tawian variety shows and dramas are much more entertaining than singapore ones. Btw, I have already went through "rehabilitation" from all this teevee series since the 模范棒棒棒堂 Season 1 is replaces by Season 2 as the latter is not as good as the former so I decided to drop it.

Fyi, 模范棒棒棒堂 is a tawianese variety show, it is a like a talentshow but more than that as ther, that "cultivate" boys (only) into celebrities. And in 2006, they picked six from the boys to
form a boyband call 棒棒堂, otherwise known as Lollipop. More info click here, so i won't eleborate more.

So as I was saying, now I am offically left with 康熙来了(hosted by XiaoS and CaiKangYong) and WGM hwangbo&hyunjoong cuts only. Sad right?

And the way I turn to someone else, who keeps hurling vulgarities. being offically corrupted. HAHA.

On a brighter side, it was quite a good year because of 2A, the most unlike first class in the whole bedok south secondary school history. LOL. We love to 'bully' the teachers (esp. Mr Tan, heh.) but they doesn't seem to mind. We create havoc and chaos in class, acting like the last class in he whole Sec . Even if the teachers scold us, we will not even a bit bothered. We did have bad days but then, we should always look towards the bright side, right?

Th memories of me trying to irritate Gifford and Caleb by scribbling and drawing on their desk covers and the teachers' day was a good one because I think I totally went haywired by swaying the balloons to the music which got Rachel super pissed off. HAHA. And the stupid balloon game. That had everyone crazy.

MIA-ing

2008-11-24T19:16:00.004+08:00

Didn't go to JJ Party 3 yesterday. because I don't feel like it. LOL.
No larh, because had a family dinner so can't be bothered to go for the ting zhen hui because it is a long time we gathered together to eat dinner.

and my dear friend, please stop complaining that I didn't ask whether you want to go anot. I send sms to so many people whether they want the ticket free of charge and you replied in like 6pm =.=

Holidays

2008-11-18T09:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO :D
I know I havent been blogging for a lot of days, because I have been very busy. LOL.
Okay, I am going to summarise what I did for the past few days.

Saturday, I went to Bugis in the afternoon and bought my school bag for next year at the market. And had the Starbucks with the Mr Tan's five dollar voucher. I had Ice white chocolate mocha. It was good. :D

Sunday, went to buy new phone like finally. Hoho. Actually wanted to buy T700 but choose the grey W595 instead. (actually, I wanted the white one, but no stock. D:) Because the person said that T700 has a very soft speaker since I wanted a music phone. I bought it at $390 only.(without contract) But in singtel or starhub shops, if you buy W595, it will be like $500plus going $600. So if you want to buy any handphone without contract go to Mobile Station(opposite Prima delia, near the Bengawan Solo at Bedok North).

I am not advertising okay, it is because they sell the phone cheap and their service is very good. They also help me download songs and videos into the memory card. And the videos are mvs and Doraemon chinese episodes(LOL!). And the service is good because they will tell you which phone is better, unlike some shops they will like give that "you want a not? take it or leave it." face. =.= And their phones is very consumer friendly. ^^

COMMITMENT & SACRIFICE

2008-11-14T09:07:00.005+08:00

COMMITMENT & SACRIFICE

Went for SNCO meeting yesterday. The above two words is what Mr Lim said to us when he talked about being a SNCO.

"You will need a lot of commitment towards this cca and you have to
sacrifice a lot of things. "

Then he talked about what next year would be like and what to do for the CCA fair on 9 January. It was then I realise how pathetic my cca is. No funds. =.=

dammit.
*SNCO is Senior Non-Commissioned Officer. In other words, a leader.

Results

2008-11-11T19:30:00.004+08:00

I am satisfied with my subject combination results, but I am wondering if I should take up physics instead of bio cause my friends are taking physics.

Okay, I know it sounds dumb and you all will like went " BG, you should choose something that you have confidence in scoring and not follow blindly with your friends," and blah blah. But the thing is --- I keep having second thoughts and doubting my choices because everyone's subject combination very different from me. I am scared like if I take Pure Geo, the people taking Pure Geo and Pure Phy. is not the same class as me. Then I will be ... ...

Bio

2008-11-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

Went for the bio bridging program.
Talk about enzymes, activation energy, internal structure of the leaf and so on.

I saw him on the bridging program!!! !@#$
I hope that he took sub or if he take pure, he go to another class.

Ohwells.

THE WAY OF LIFE

2008-11-09T13:56:00.003+08:00

!@#$
Life is a bitch.
I am going insane with these people around me.

*continues hurling vulgarities*

*finally, stops and went to sleep*

Photoshop Product

2008-11-05T10:32:00.002+08:00

I did this picture during the photoshop class.

PHOTOSHOP

2008-11-05T09:55:00.005+08:00

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Hey, now at school lab for the photoshop course.LOL
Less than half the class turned up.

Feeling super cold and sian. haha.
The teacher - Mr Chan Wei Jie (?) ----- ehh wait here he comes----
okay he is gone now. I felt quite bad for him because the whole class is like talking and not listening to him. Then when Benjamin and Bryan keep lagging behind, he keep commenting on them which is very funny. He is like ahbeng lor. LOL. The way he talk makes him look like ahbeng :X

BACK and ALIVE!

2008-11-04T21:22:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings!

I AM BACK AND -----

ALIVE!

The camp rocks. God bless that it is not in Pulau Ubin. It is at Changi Adventure something something. LOL. Anyway it is near Changi Airport. Every 10 minutes[ I am not joking] you will hear the roar of the aeroplane flying in the sky. It is especially irriating during the night.

I am very proud of myself at that camp. I managed to accomplish 2 stations I hate very much --- abseiling and high elements. And I did flying fox, rock climbing, kayaking, rafting and TADA~ my adventure training camp badge!

A round of applause, please. :D

Okayy, enough of crap. LOL.

Today, did two english homeworks -- 2 ERP tasks. [mind you, it is not the road tax, it is ENGLISH READING PROGRAM] The two books is The Kite Runner and A Thousand Splendid Suns. Both written by Khaled Hosseini. The books are quite okay. I just skimmed through it. xD Heard that it is good, will try to read them during Decemeber,

Now, I am trying to find a job plus chionging my holiday homework :D
I left 4 newspaper articles reviews and 1 ERP tasks. And oh, I HATE NEWPAPER ARTICLE REVIEWS!! !@#$

------------UPDATE------------------

Rightt, I need to study my Chemistry, Biology. Amaths, Emaths real soon. ESPECIALLY MY AMATHS and CHEMISTRY? Otherwise I will be lagging behind? I hope I can cope with 8 subjects, unless the school really hates me and decided to let me take 7.

Heard that Sec 3 ans Sec 4 life is going to be tough, so buckle up your seat belts people! We are going for a rough ride. And once the journey is over, we will be off to a different start!

CCA

2008-10-29T19:32:00.007+08:00

okayy, before going mia-ing for a few more days, decided to post. Tomorrow, I am going ATC camp. ~~shit.shit.shit~~ for 2 days 1 night. I got a damn bad feeling about it. LOL. I was unusually scared than pissed about the ATC camp, when I always felt pissed than scared. My sixth sense tells me that it is going to be a really tough and diffcult camp. Even though my instincts are 60% right, I hope I am wrong. I hope that it is CSSP camp, which is so fun. I miss everyone there. I hope that the teacher ic is a nice lady. *prays* ~~I hope it is not Mr Lim.~~ LOL.

Last Day of School

2008-10-23T17:37:00.007+08:00

Today is the last day of school. I was quite sad about it. It was like we bonded together as a class in later part of the year and now we will be seperated. I miss you guys. I will miss the time we bullied our teachers. I will miss the time after the EOYS when we played card games. I will miss playing STRESS and CHEAT and screaming and laughing our heads off.

Thanks to these guys who made 2008 a memorable year.

LOK YEE - the one who always worry too much. I hope during the past 10 months I have been a very good friend by giving you good advices and to cheer you up. ah lok, thank you for being such a good friend and hope that next year I will still be able to deliver the butter cookies into your mouth. :D

RULIN - the heroine who always save the day for me. LOL. Thankyou RULIN for accompanying and helping me whenever, wherever. Anyway, don't give yourself too much stress in studies okay. Hope next year, we will still go home together even though we are going for different courses. :D

YIMEI - the emo one. LOL. Even though I did not talk to you as much as the two person above but I will be there when you need me okay. Don't keep your problems in your heart, there is always someone out there hearing you out. And big big thanks to you for always bearing my nonsense.